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The mystery of identityAfter so much time of introspection
I still don't know who I am
or what I am supposed to be...
All I did was losing myself
in the maze
of infinite possibilities...
And everything I found
was 1,000 masks,
each looking so terribly real.
Now I am standing between mirrors;
All I see is a copy of myself
in different angles and perspectives...
No picture fits to one another;
It's like I am my own paradox,
revealing itself deep down
inside my soul,
in the furnace of my existence...
08/11/2014 Dywiann Xyara
Orchester der Entropie (translation in descriptionMeine Gedanken sind so unendlich, dass sie sich schon überlagern...
Es ist ein Chaos, als ob 1000 Vasen zerbrechen würden und dessen Splitter sich vermischen, als tanzten sie zum Orchester der Entropie...
So viel Zeit und Energie ich doch damit verschwendet habe, die Scherben zu ordnen, so türmt sich die Unordnung immer mehr.
Das Chaos scheint mich besiegt zu haben, hat mir alle Kraft geraubt, der Entropie entgegen zu wirken.
Nun kann ich sehen, wie die Kraft der Natur mich besiegt...
...Was bringt es schon, gegen die Entropie anzukämpfen?
Es ist als ob man versucht gegen eine enorm starke Strömung anzukämpfen...
Früher oder später wird sie [die Entropie] eh die Oberhand gewinnen,
denn sie bedeutet Bewegung, wildes Gebrodel...
Und so ist mein Kopf nur eine Begrenzung in From einer dünnen, imaginären Membran, welche das wilde Gebrodel meiner kochenden Gedanken zusammenhält.
Doch das Gebrodel steigt, es entwickelt
The day I was bornIt has been almost 16 and a half years since I am here, on this planet, called earth, in a time I should be happy...
I look like a human, a girl, normal, nothing weird...
Yet I hide something inside me that's not a human - or at least not a human of this era - more like a human from the future, the living beings people speak about it science fiction novels; aliens...
What is, if the things we call 'aliens' are merely what our imagination thinks we humans will be in a lot of years?
I feel like a time traveler,
like I was sent to this place
in this difficult time...
Let me tell you from the perspective of an alien...
Often I imagine that the mind is like a kind of operating system [software] , while the body is the hardware...
I can't help, but feel like my operating system belongs to the future far, far away...
...and in this body, so weak, so vulnerable, I feel so strange...
It's like I have difficulties with compatibility between my mind and my body...
My operating system can't
Destruction as creationAnd in the moment
a new world came to life...
...superseding the old...
...creating the new
of the lived...
When will we realize
that the end
is merely the beginning
of the new...
...creating the world
in front of us...
The future is ours!
04/08/2014 Dywiann Xyara
IowaIf you visit Iowa,
you'll call her fields empty,
but she wasn't born that way.
A part of her was carved out
when she was ripped between Virginia
and the purple mountains of New Mexico.
Her gold hair, she tore it out when she realized
it didn't make her a princess.
She laid her locks strung along every road
leading somewhere else.
White hairs on her cheeks
are scars from winter.
Her hair darkens with the dampness
of summer rains.
The storms are never silent,
but neither is life when there's a tear
in your childhood where
a parent ought to be.
I've been flooded by Iowa's sorrow.
The only way I can distract her from her own voided landscape
is if I hate myself harder than she cries.
She just wants to fly
and I want to bus or train,
not because I fear death, but because
I want to take living slow.
It's the only way I ever feel.
From the air it's hard to watch Earth's hips move.
But Earth can't compare to the country.
That's my girl.
Full grown even when harvesting season's j
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